You all know these days, when everyhting goes wrong, and you feel everything bad is happening to you? Well, yesterday and today were one of these days.
First of all, my grades are going a little bit down. I used to be the only one who gets a full mark, now I've got like 19/20 or 18 or something. Teahcers are losing interest in me and switching to girls with higher grades. I dunno what to do! This is the first time this ever happens to me. I always was "that perfect student". I don't know what to do. Mom tells me it's because I'm more into computers now I'm losing my "studying touch". Plus, this is a new school and I want to leave a good impression. I want to be the number one student! I have been for 7 years! I want my old days back! To tell you the truth, in my old school, there weren't that much competetion. Boys were stupid, and they were only 3 girls who got good grades. 3 out of 18. And I always were the first. Always. What happenned? Again, I have no idea.
Second, I hate myself. you read right, I hate myself. I found out I'm confident, but I really have low self-esteem. I think I'm ugly, I keep criticising myself, and I demand more from myself than I can handle. I think I need serious help XD. I don't know, but I look at other girls in my class. They don't have zits or blackheads, they shave by therselves! And that what makes me hate the way I look. I really hate myself now. Goshes. (Thanks Jess for infecting me with this Goshes thing XD)
Any help? That is REALLY appreciated. Let's play Dr.Phil! lol. Pretty Pretty Pretty please with chocolate topping?
xx'Prue. Nobody knows.
1 comment:
My girl! First the only person I can tell you that can help is Lis. zits and stuff? GIRL! You totally know that I can help you with that!
1. When you wake up, always head to the bathroom and wash your face in cold water. YES! cold water!
2. To clear up zits use foundation.
3. Blackheads. Hm...I always pull my blackheads out. With a utensil that suppose to be in use for our faces.
-Jess.
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